♥ 1st Step To Forgettin Her/Him .

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- Zirca; Rebel; Lunar .

- Hairlah 2010 .

- Pariss And Max Bren Ner  .

last night, after chillin, i finally let it all out, a good cry .

primero is the 1st guy friend i cried infront of

or i should say also the 1st person who see me cryin out loud ?

cant remember if i my bestie see me cry before though . 

through phone, confirm yes but face to face ? cant remember .

 im feelin alot better now thanks to primero .

i realise . c is just a army guy, a person who runs away from

problems in his entire life, a person who dont appreciate

a pretty and good girl, me .

its not as if im not pretty . im even a topic among c's

campmate - c told me this when we were together that time .

so, why should i continue be sad over someone like

him, someone not worth

time to move on for me .

 welcome back confident me !

and im gonna rock your world .

by the way, primero teach me this . if you wanna forget someone, 

1st step, write down all her/his bad points and good

points on a peice of paper .

bad points 1 side, good points another side .

concentrate on all his bad points .

make yourself realise she/he has so much bad points, not

such a good person afterall .

and sooner or later you'll ask youself, why would

you even fall for someone like this in the 1st place .

* p.s - this will only work if she/he has more bad points then good points

headin supperclub tonight with nira and friends .

say hello to me if you happen to bump onto me .

wont be bringin phone into the club .

dancefloor is where you'll find me

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♥ My Next Girlfriend/Boyfriend Is Not Allowed To Take Group Photos With My Friends Anymore !

phew . finally finished deletin all the photos of me and c .

be it in my desktop or facebook .

deleted him from my facebook; msn; phone too .

and this is what i do to the stuffs that gotta do with him . teared and thrown

not gonna delete any post or photos

in my blog that gotta to with c cause,

im just purely lazy to

leavin them lyin around in my blog, doesnt bothers me .

 anyway, i swear im not gonna bring my

next girlfriend/boyfriend to meet my friends .

even if i do, im not goin let her/him take group photos with my friends .

cause after breakup, i'll tend to delete all photos of me

and my ex girlfriend/boyfriend .

but group photos, cannot delete . cause my friends are inside .

like just now, while deletin photos of me and c

in my 21st on yacht album, there's so much group photos

that have him inside which i cant delete .

i see le also pissed  !*&%^$#@

and incase you all are ponderin why i put girlfriend/boyfriend,

cause im a bi-sexual

i have 27messages when i login to my wholivesnearyou account today .

and alot more still comin in while im online in wholivesnearyou .

 how desperate guys are .

tonight gonna meet primero to chill .

meanwhile, im gonna rot at home .

more photos update will be up . soon .

♥ Guys Are Always Guys, Desperate .

the moment i open back my wholivesnearyou account,

 wow ! within 10-15minutes, 11messages came in .

i dont believe in true love anymore .

not only guys can flirt

gonna prepare now and meet my dearest for dinner .

zirca; rebel; lunar aftermath !

" 3days is all i need, to get over you .

the scars will remind me how unfair and coward you are .

say goodbye, my love . "

♥ My 6th Piece Of Ferrero Rocher, Today .

just a short update while waitin for my face mask

to dry before i can wash it off .

woke up 7:30am this mornin . 

went to iluma to get my nails, makeup and hair done for

afternoon's hairshow outside takashimaya .

my hair was bein iron zizac, combed messy, tied v v v tightly,

they use the hairspray on my hair like as if tomorrow is end of the world

and the hairpiece which was bein clip on to my hair is super heavy .

durin the process . i could hear strands and strands of my hair snappin

off due to rough pullin and harsh combin .

my poor hair , so dry and damage now .

my scalp is so painful still .

it feels like my whole scalp is havin blue-black all over

but overall, the hairshow was fun though .

and i got $600 worth of hair service from them .

can go treatment my hair already .  yipeee ~

oh ya ! denise keller was the special guest of our side .

so, got to mingle with her . she's gorgeous even without makeup . * envy *

i got tons of photos to upload but am feelin tired and lazy now

plus . xanga's photo uploader is freakin slow .

so, next time then .

erm ... right now at this moment, am eatin my 9th piece

of ferrero rocher today . instead of 6th . * giggles *

just have a strong crave for it .  dont know why .

or mayb im just 贪吃

okay . my face mask is dry now .

time to wash it off and sleep .

♥ Charles 和 Fate - 5th Month !

" happy 5th month my irritatin dar dar !   "

afternoon . boyfriend and i went to town to have a simple day . 

eat, watch movie ' the 4th kind ' and chilled at starbucks . 

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late evenin . he accompanied me to my hairshow rehersal outside taka .

while waitin ...

came back . just .

headin out to chill with sue ann now . bye !

i can survive without you . but, i dont wanna ...